Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
In loving memory of zhi hao... May you rest in peace... and hope his family and loved ones will be able to cope well over the loss... My deepest condolences...
Life is unpredictable... We should cherish everyday and everyone around us...
the stars were glowing
Monday, November 16, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
many thanks to u for making me who i am now... many thanks to u for teaching me that i have to learn to be independent... for making me realise the flaws in me... to make me know that sometimes i'm just living in my own bubble... always thinking that things are as rosy as i perceived it to be...
it's with u that i realised tt i need to be a stronger person... stronger than i've ever perceived myself to be...
i'm growing up... but not in a happy way...
the stars were glowing
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
haha... just came back from i-lin's "surprise" birthday celebration... haha... guess i wasn't a very good actress... she kinda saw through it even before she saw the s26 peeps... haha... but glad tt my dear i-lin enjoyed herself... haha... (:
lk cam-whored a lot... and now he's using "shingz" against me... all thx to ris low... haha... (:
i'm finally feeling better today... was really affected by the car accident for the past few days... hmmm... just had to learn from this lesson... bleahx...
the stars were glowing
Monday, November 09, 2009
Monday, November 09, 2009
been involved in a minor car accident earlier on... a car behind couldn't brake in time and crashed into mine... :(
din realise mux damages at tt moment... realised tt the car was dented when i got home... tried to call that person but he hung up the phone upon hearing the damage... tried to call him and msg him after tt... but to no avail...
really disappointed in that person's behaviour... he din put himself in other ppl's shoes... hmmm... but learnt a lesson... never to trust ppl so easily... should take down his particulars and all...
still praying hard to god tt he will have some conscious as to take up the responsibility... if not... grrr...
the stars were glowing
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Sunday, November 01, 2009
attended andre's 21st birthday party yesterday... it was quite different from the other parties tt i've attended so far... haha... a disco-themed party in one of the function rooms at the chervons... haven't met up with the s26 ppl for a while... was quite glad to see the familiar faces... haha... lk and i-lin had quite some fun together being the YM and CA couple... haha... and as usual... lk had to come up with some names for me... so this time round... i'm one of the "ah ma" who also looked like some cha-cha instructor... zzz... :p
hmmm... was pretty uncomfortable bout some stuff last night... haha... and my dear i-lin knew what was bothering me... haha... i had no experience dealing with such situations (and certainly hope this will be a once in a lifetime experience)... and i was really feeling quite awkward and all throughout the night... hmmm... told darrell how i felt... really felt quite silly after all tt... guess he was right... i just lacked confidence in myself and all... maybe i really do need to reflect and improve... (:some silly person wanted me to learn how to take good care of him so that he can love me deep deep... haha... but i'm hoping for the reverse too... :p~looking forward to december~
the stars were glowing
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
have been hearing surprising news recently... realised tt some of secondary school classmates are married with baby... or engaged and are planning to get married soon... haha... didn't expect tt to happen for i always thought we're still very young... haha.. or perhaps i'm still being kiddish... :p
the stars were glowing
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i feel trapped... i can hardly breathe... the readings and all are piling up and i just dun have the motivation to finish reading all of them... it feels like i've no time for myself... dun even know what i've been doing all these while...
i'm moody and i need to be showered with care and concern... help me pull through all these...
the stars were glowing
